The postal service- Nothing better

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...And I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

I decided to go Mai style and post lyrics! Words can not express the situation I'm in. What I feel and stuff like that. So I revert to music. It's the only way I can really express my feelings.

Goodluck everyone! study hard

hmph

NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!! SOOOOO ANNOYING I TELL YOU! I'm not suppose to be online at the moment but I just got on to remind my friend to bring my calculator tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm not annoyed at that!! I'm annoyed at school and the Harry Potter book. I finihsed reading it and omg!! I reckon the ending was too rushed. The book was too short I tell you! Nothing really happened, it just went on about the same thing blah blah. But I swear, once i read it, I couldn't stop. It's alright I guess, but compared to her other books, this one is not as good. So yeh. I miss Harry Potter now. I want to keep reading *cries* *kicks Trials*

I shall go now. I gave up on nearly everything after the holidays. Tv (Home and Away, 24 I would say The OC but I've watched the episodes so many times I'm sick of it but I still like it!), Net and other personal stuff. I wish I could give up on tutor and school and studying. It's disgusting shit.

My mum's bday tomorrow. yay. lol. She remind us like how many times? hahaha But luckily we knew. And like any other day that is special for my mum, well everyday is special, I was planning to buy her an oroton handbag which she had her eyes on since errr when I got my wallet, but it was too expensive. So you know asians... waiting for it to go on sale... pffft. Anyways can't buy anything now, I'll make it up to her after HSC when I'm actually free!!! I owe her a lot anyway. And no I'm not going say this little thankyou speech because duh, she's not going to see it. Defeats the purpose. lol

Okay, I'm gone now. ooossh One last thing I want to mention, IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON SONNY BILL OR THE BULLDOGS!!! *licks lips* mmm... sonny bill.... william, if you're reading this, bring the mag for me tomorrow?? thanks!

frustration!!

*kicks stoopid 4unit hotmail account* OMG THE PASSWORD IS LIKE WROOONG!! I need the answers to the stupid past papers but noooooo it won't sign me in!!! grrrrr ahshjashfjsdhf I spent 5hours trying to finish it and I'm only up to bloody question 6!!! AAAARGh!! Spent 2 hours doing the first two questions and i didn't even get distracted. *bangs head*

Anyways, I wasn't going to go on but then again, I just wanted to see who's on and stuff. I've finished writing all my notes, and now I don't know what else to do... Well there is english but omg I hate it so much! Stupid English. Why does it have to be compulsory. grrr.... Screw this! I haven't even gooone out!! No shopping, not even with my parents! I watched I am Sam again last night and I felt so quilty for wasting 3hours watching tv!!

You know what I need??? I need some looooove! awwwh Come here Mai *chases Mai*

BTW does anyone know the password to the stupid 4unit hotmail account?! ITS WHACKED I TELL YOU! I bet you one of the smart kids decided to change the password so the others don't get the answers!! hehe Just joking.... But someone please tell me the password!!

One last thing, BULLDOGS GAME is on this Friday! YAY! No Sonny Bill but Reni Metuia is hot!

[edit] phew!! everyone can sleep peacefully now... I FOUND THE PW thanks to willie wankstar!! yaaay...! but the files areee hugee! wish I had cable! [/edit]

gay holidays

ARgh!!! These holidays have turned into a total nightmare!!! My mum has been waking me up at like 9 and making me go running in the friggin cold wet park. I hate it!! Anyway, enough of that. I wish I can go out. It's like I'm in jaaaaail!!! I can't goooo anywheeereeeee!!! *cries* *sniffs* Oh, did you guys know that there's a Miss Vietnam-USA pageant. It's the most shittest gayest thing ever. The chicks have no boobs whatsoever, and some of them have this flab bouncing around when they walk. No sex appeal at all. It's so embarassing.

One, last thing, HAPPY BDAY KHAI! hope you have a good one.

[edit] yea happy bday khai! i hate u so much, but its ok, u can't help being a fag. its ok i forgive u. now go away. ohh and also i would like to say that julie told me she thinks i am super cool (im mai haha) and that she thinks im realllllyyy sexy! and hell yea i agree with her ;') *slaps* [/edit]

HAPPY BDAY TRUC FOR SUNDAY!!!! I DIDNT FORGET!!! HONESTLY I DIDNT!!

now yoou're all old and saggy. ewwww

omg I typed up a whole blog and it didn't publish so now I have to do it again. grr..

Let me recap... The last two days of term2 was quite fun. Well yeh. It was okay! On Thursday we went on a Chem excursion to the Maritime Museum. It was pissing rain the whole day and we had to walk in the bloody rain! Anyways, it was pretty hectic in the morning. You go Sarah!! Rebel against the institution! Show them what you're made of! Btw, what did Coombes say to you??

We walked to the station and I must say, the ground was covered with worms!!! Well, it wasn't really. I counted around 20 worms on the ground to the Station excluding the worms I saw on the pathway into school. It was funny because I told Julie S to look out for worms, and I kept seeing them near her feet and she kept dodging them, but luckily she finally stepped on a huge ass one. hehe

Anyways, the train ride was alrite, we were totally disturbing the peace. Well, the day was divided into two sections. During the first half of the day we had to do some theory stuff and examine some stuff. We were divided into four groups and had to rotate around the room to different workstations. It was pretty boring. My eyes were killing me because I was wearing contacts. I think it was because my eyeballs were dry and the contacts were stuck to my eyeballs. Does that make sense? Anyways, after we got the boring stuff over and done with, we got to go on the ships- The Vampire and The Onslow which was a submarine. It was soo fun!!! Omg, the beds in the submarine were so small! and it was cool climbing into the little doors which were like little holes like the ones in Titanic! hehe We were only allowed to stay on The Vampire which was the ship for 5mins, but we ended up staying on it for around 15mins. Omg, it was fun! We ran to the end of the ship well to the front and I started waving to William and stuff on the ground at the entrance to the Museum. We were so excited that we forgot that it was raining and by the time we figured out it was raining, we ran up the stairs to get out of the ship but it was a dead end!!! We ran around and it was another dead end!! We ran downstairs (I was so scared that I was going to slip) and we ran around and it was another dead end! Omg it was kind of scary. Lucky we didn't get that wet! We kept passing this asian guy who was taking photos or filming something and he probably thought we were maniacs running around the ship. Anyways, we were lucky enough to get back to the group.

The excursion kind of ends there, Julie, Sarah, Billie, Yajing, Mai and I stayed back and while the rest of the people went home. We spent like half and hour trying to look for a toilet because our hair was totally wet and some of us needed to piss. It was frustrating running up and down the stairs looking for the bloody toilet in QVB. Anyways, we ate and went window shopping. We kept going into those girly shops (poor Sarah had to wait for us outside). I didn't bring a lot of money.. but FREE SAMPLES were cool!!! haha *looks at Julie* She's the most asian girl ever. haha Well that was it! Wait.... NINEWEST HAS A 50% OFF SALE AND JULIE AND I WANTED TO GOOO BUT THE STUPID LADY MADE US WAIT OUTSIDE BECAUE IT WAS PACKED, we didnt even end up going because I didn't want the others to wait! pffft. The day ends there. The train ride home was boring. I was by myself and I must say, it's kind of scary going on the train by yourself!

juuuulieeeeeeeeeeesssssss


ewwwwwwww


walking back to the station!


Future scientists!! Scott and Mylinh did the gay experiment while Billie, Sarah, Julie, Walid and I watched... how joyful



Okay, well that was Thursday... There was a stop work meeting on Friday and so I got to sleep in!! yay! Well, I was suppose to go to school early to give Truc her little birthday cake (thanks to William) but I friggen missed out because my fag of a sis didn't want to go to school early. Far out. The chicks practiced the whole day for their dance. And yep..... Nothing else fun.

Talent quest was a total let down. Stupid Phat crew. They're so overrated! They weren't even good. Well they were but pfft not as good as the Prancers. The prancers had professional training. I think they did... Well the choreographer was pretty pro. I think. LOL. But Phat crew sucked. They're whole dance wasn't flowy and they stuffed up abit. Well a lot. I was watching the clip of them dancing and omg, they spent most of the time talking to each other and getting into position. It was kind of boring. LOL at the banner that was made for them. Compared to The Prancers, the audience didnt really cheer a lot for Phat Crew. Last year, the hall went off when they were going to announce first place. Well, at least Phat crew came 2nd. That's okay right?
I thought a yr 12 person would've came 1st. Mele or Cyd should've came first. damn it. Stupid judges. But Black Hallow were pretty good. They're an actual band and yeh.. But yr12 should've won. pfft. Congrats to The Sexy Dancers who made it to the finals!! ehehe Well, if only i danced then you guys could've won!! ahaha Just jking. You guys did great!

One last thing, sorry to end this blog on such a low note but I can't help it. You're an idiot. You're such an egotistical fag that walks around with your eyes shut sucking up to your fellow fags. You only care about yourself and yourself only, you have no feelings whatsoever and the only people you worry about are the people that don't really give a shit about you. It makes me so angry to see that you're doing these things, that you're treating people that are close to you like shit, going back on your word and fucking around. Have you ever stopped to think about what you've done? Have you ever cared that the people close to you are hurt and it's because of YOU. Just do us all a favour and go hide in your closet. Because your presence is making me sick and hurting my friends. Fag off you gaykunt.

phew sorry about that heres some more pics on the last day of term 2

me and sexy mai


seeexxyyyy


ooosh *catches kiss*


naaameless!!!